The Truth- Janurary 14th

Written by Shayla D. Smith

Found a Savior Divine.
Seen in Someone else's Eyes.
Found out I don't know my Mother's,
But they see through my Father's,
They have spoken to Me,
Through a Murderer of Deceit,
And I feel Nub and Dry.
If they knew what was put away
And watered down.
If they knew how much I am blinded
Towards and I am facing now.
They never wanted me to finish school.
They just thought,"She'll bring pleasure to the World."
But I Did not meet them there and I finished the Race.
And now I get my reward.......
Truth and joy,
Respect and health.

Found out that the teachers in my High School had other intentions
for my future than I expected.
I wasn't one who got high grades in High School ,especially in my Engish classes,
but my teachers where concerned about the size of my breasts compared to my sisters
and my shyness around men.
They gave me low grades(I know it sounds silly.) ,like D's because they wanted me to think about this in the future and take it as a sign to get large breast implants.)  It was pretty mean of the teachers, but I did take their advice and I even became a model for 3 years. I had a fun dating life, thanks to some great guy friends and I was an awesome girlfriend when I had boyfriends.  I have a very sensitive heart and my other family members that had attended that School really took their Companions for-granted. They wanted to make sure that my family didn't crush the foundation for a strong home I had created for a happy home and union.  I was ready to move on from learning, they thought, but my mind was recreated by an accident and I started  a new life in many ways.  This poetry is my life anew.  My childhood, again.  I am a new person, but I live my life by the same name and soul.