I Was Alive (Staying Alive After Rehab)

You have a Death wish.
Those Words are alive.
Not just a Ghost.
I was alive.

Then I'd marry you ,Hunny.
Let's go to the Chapel.
A Ceiling, no Stars inside.

Don't get angry.
They think that I am.
I thought you would have killed him.
I almost died.
The World wept and cried.
I saw my own death.
Something that was happening for a year.

I could have guessed?
Now, you are crying,
Grinding those teeth,
As you mourn,
I'm mourning too,
What did it matter to you?  

I slept so well and stayed out of their beds.
They waited ,but took too long,
Couldn't keep their minds on anything, but you.
Drys Tears up.
False memories?
How did you do?
I guess I'll take a walk, it's musty inside.
They kicked and they cried.
Stay here with the Parents,
While the rest play outside.
 I'll stay with the parents,
But you run and hide.
You are a vision ,
You left?
Tomorrow, forever.
Today?
Today?
"The Other Victors"-
They were Angels protecting Me.
 Victor was leaving Me?!
If I die tonight?.........
I lived a Beautiful Life.